Being funny comes at a price,
That u can never be that cranky, on-the-verge-of-tears, touchy little girl again!!
Not even if u r dying to be..;sometimes so desperately that u want to scream out to the world to get attention...
I'v been there,; countless times...
Like evry1 else.
As u cross dat particular threshold of being a child and a person,
U choose to keep the mundane grievances-of-nothings aside, n d only other option dan hiding ur fears, tears, repentence n expectations behind a clown's mask is being uptight, indifferent..,aloof.. Now this, interestingly, is far more difficult i believe...
No, i absolutely do not agree dat humans are different in this dimension; of being able to 'feel'...of all the wide world of creatures, we've been bestowed with d most developed hippocampus.,; the seat of emotions!!
The reason dat tears, smiles, n songs touch our hearts ,even beyond the barriers of language, race, caste, creed n diffrences galore!!
Then WHY must we not cry when we have to..?!
Because a fake smile is sadder than the grimmest of mournings,!
Not every voyage sees a smooth sail, evry1 has the right to feel dat life's been UNFAIR!!!
No wonder, clowns r the epitomes of silent suffering in many of my fellow soul-sisters' n brothers' hearts!!
That u can never be that cranky, on-the-verge-of-tears, touchy little girl again!!
Not even if u r dying to be..;sometimes so desperately that u want to scream out to the world to get attention...
I'v been there,; countless times...
Like evry1 else.
As u cross dat particular threshold of being a child and a person,
U choose to keep the mundane grievances-of-nothings aside, n d only other option dan hiding ur fears, tears, repentence n expectations behind a clown's mask is being uptight, indifferent..,aloof.. Now this, interestingly, is far more difficult i believe...
No, i absolutely do not agree dat humans are different in this dimension; of being able to 'feel'...of all the wide world of creatures, we've been bestowed with d most developed hippocampus.,; the seat of emotions!!
The reason dat tears, smiles, n songs touch our hearts ,even beyond the barriers of language, race, caste, creed n diffrences galore!!
Then WHY must we not cry when we have to..?!
Because a fake smile is sadder than the grimmest of mournings,!
Not every voyage sees a smooth sail, evry1 has the right to feel dat life's been UNFAIR!!!
No wonder, clowns r the epitomes of silent suffering in many of my fellow soul-sisters' n brothers' hearts!!
hmmm.. it's a tough thing to be a clown.. the best sense of humor is said to be the one where u laugh at ur ownself, coz u r sure u r not hurting anyone else.. and people who do that (like u and me) are considered by other more sadistic humorists as inferior and a pathetic joker.. now who's more pathetic?
ReplyDeleteand being the joker, u r NEVER taken seriously.. i mean people confirm so many time if i am serious or not!!! :P
agreed!I really consider the other type to third grade intellectuals, nihilists more that humorists..
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